i used to pm her whenever she appear offline or she really offline.
my sixth sense telling me that she's there.
and sometimes i was right, sometimes i was wrong.
i'll be very happy if she replied, i'll be very moody if she don't reply.
my emotional was control by her.
and now actually i can see her online using msn but we don't talk at all.
i disappointed her, so this is what i get. i should blame no one but myself.
look back..we have been chatting thru msn for 1 year plus, yet i don't get to see her.
i was wondering how she actually looks like?
everytime she told me she's using photoshop to edit her picture, and she dont really look that nice.
but doesnt she know that i dont mind about appearance, i just want to know is it that person really good in heart? But so far as i know, most of the people are so realistic. They can put up with each other just because of money. Money is not everything, but people cannot do without money. This world is so realistic.
Back to here, msia, a new beginning.
Had to start everything, all over again.
Is this a wrong decision that i made?
No, i got no regret by coming back here.
Without her, i still got my friends.
my family is here.
my best buddy is here with me to support me.
but lastly my life would be imperfect without you.
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