that was like..5 years ago?
but it was just for a very short time..but indeed, i was happy.
wondering, why we cannot just be like a small kid, forever, never grow up..
need no to worry about this, about that..keep thinking, keep thinking..
had a long chat with my friend..
and..is it money very important to us? but without money, ones can be happy too? doesn't it?
but without money, will be hard too. sigh..
i asked him, what do you see in order to find a girl to be his girlfriend? he said
first priority will be..cleverness, second will be kind heart, and third will be looks.
as long as she is decent looking, he won't mind at all.
but when he asked me back about the same question, i answered him just within 10 secs..
first - kind heart, second - decent looking, third - talkative. haha.
and he was like, what? talkative? and yes, i replied him.
but why? he asked.
i said, I'm quiet. that's why.
i rather be quiet than to talk.
but i said, that girl won't appear, again.
i had once..but she's not there, anymore.
i started missing her, but she's not there, anymore.
no matter how hard i tried, she wont come back anymore.
sigh.
what should i do?
should i let go everything, and start again?
i don't wish to end up game over again. it makes me sad.
i think I'm moving but i go nowhere.
i have become what i can't be.
I'm holding on a rope that got me ten feet off the ground.
i cant stop looking at you..
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